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Why Mama Became A Short-Order Cook

April 11, 2016 (UPDATED: May 27, 2020) by Bethany Wright (Contributing Writer) 5 Comments

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Why Mama Became a Short Order Cook

I need to confess something publicly. A few weeks ago I came to a disheartening conclusion.

I don’t like cooking anymore.

My friends noticed it first. I was cooking less and sharing less (when friends needed meals, I defaulted to giving Costco chicken and store bought sides). I began repeatedly telling my accountability group that I was struggling with the mechanics of meal planning, food prep, and clean up.

When I grocery shopped, I began looking for all the “healthy” convenience foods I could find, like cooked chicken patties from Trader Joe’s or ready-to-eat salad mixes. Anything to keep me out of the kitchen.

The tipping point came as I worked to help launch the online cooking class, the Kids Cook Real Food eCourse. Guilt overwhelmed me.

How could I teach my own kids about cooking when I don’t even cook myself?

2-day Oatmeal in the Pot (3) Watermark

The Death of a Dream

Although there are several reasons why my love of cooking shriveled away, one of the biggest reasons was combating oral sensory processing issues in our family (yes, even adults can have this). If you’re unfamiliar with oral sensory processing, you should check out this previous Kitchen Stewardship® post: When A Picky Eater Might Have More Going On.

Check out this partial list from that post:

 Sensory Processing Disorder can manifest in many ways. One of them is in the mouth. If every meal is a challenge, here are some signs of oral SPD to look for in your child:

  • everything is “spicy”
  • gags on food easily
  • holds food in mouth for long periods of time (i.e. one bite for 20 minutes)
  • stores food in cheek without chewing
  • brushing teeth is difficult
  • difficulty chewing and swallowing raw/uncooked/hard foods
  • skin/peels on food is bothersome
  • can’t take bites with front teeth
  • won’t use silverware/continues to use hands to eat at an older age
  • (to see the rest of the list, click here) 

I always viewed cooking as an expression of love for my family.

To prove my love, I wanted to make food that was crazy flavorful, adventurous, new, exciting.

They needed food that was soft, bland, simple, and predictable. To them, that was love.

So slowly I began shelving my favorite recipes in order to accommodate my family. I hung up my spices and my curries and my raw garlic …. sticking with mild herbs. I wracked my brain for recipes and grew discouraged as dinner after dinner was rejected or a fight.

Eventually my recipe box shrunk to just seven recipes in it. That’s right. Just seven. A hopelessly monotonous list.

The food-loving cook in me withered away. Eventually, it just became easier to give up.

Slow Cooker Cabbage Un-Rolls Recipe

The Journey Back To Joy

I’ve had it drilled into my head from multiple parenting sources:

  • Don’t be a short-order cook for your kids.
  • Don’t cater to everyone’s preferences and drive yourself batty.
  • Don’t make a separate meal for everyone in your house.

And so I convinced myself: I wouldn’t make a dish unless everyone in the house would at least tolerate it. Shoot, I’d even settle for three out of four people eating it!

But this led to a withering of my soul. And when mama is dry and worn thin, the whole family suffers.

And so I began an experiment.

I began making food just for ME.

Oh, it took some effort. And it felt totally weird to make food just for myself.

I went easy: open-faced turkey sandwiches layered with swiss cheese and fancy mustard, sprinkled with fresh basil – broiled to crispy perfection. (We have melted-cheese-haters in our house; pizza makes them cry.)

And do you know what happened? I had one family member wander in and say, “Hey… that smells good!” They tried it. AND LIKED IT.

Then I made braised red cabbage with apples, onion, and vinegar. Mmmmmm, so good. No one else joined me in my happy dish, but I reveled in the deep flavor.

California Chicken Wraps

So in order to restore my joy and my sense of confidence as a cook, I’m learning to be a short-order cook. I’m making dishes that no one else will eat but me. And you know what? I’m finding freedom and joy in it.

I began this post by saying that I don’t like cooking anymore. I guess that really isn’t true. I should say:

I’m learning to love cooking again. I’m finding my joy.

Why Mama Became a Short Order Cook

A Few Resources

  • If you’re needing ideas on smaller portion sides or meals to make for yourself, check out the massive archives on Plan To Eat, including many recipes from the Kitchen Stewardship® archives. KS loves Plan to Eat for how easy it is to make shopping lists, prep lists, and more!
  • Speaking of KS archives, you can also find all the recipes here. Did you know you can search by meal (snacks, soup, dinner, salad), by category (egg-free, easy meals, kid friendly), or by INGREDIENT?! I’m loving this feature.
  • If you want to do some batch cooking of foods, check out Once A Month Meals recipes. They give you the tools to scale recipes up or down to feed the number of family members you want.
  • If you’re intrigued by what Mary had to say about oral processing, you should check out her just-released ebook that touches on that, food allergies, and other challenges moms face: Why Won’t My Child Eat?!
Do you have foods you like to make just for yourself? How’s your joy-factor with your cooking these days?

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About Bethany Wright (Contributing Writer)

Bethany lives in Ohio with her wonderful husband, delightful 8-year-old daughter, and adorable 5-year-old son. When she’s not busy making a disaster in the kitchen, she enjoys taking all-day cycling excursions with her family and reading books. She comes from a long line of cooks, including ancestors who were chefs to German nobility. Despite her chops in the kitchen, she is completely unskilled at vegetable gardening. (Her consolation is knowing that in a zombie apocalypse, her role would be the town baker and not farmer.) A long-time KS reader, Bethany is thankful for Kitchen Stewardship's baby-steps and Monday Missions that have completely transformed her family’s life. Bethany blogs regularly at WoodhavenPl.com

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5 Bites of Conversation So Far

  1. Jane Vu says

    April 11, 2016 at 10:51 pm

    So true, must forward this to my mom!

    Reply
  2. Lisa says

    April 11, 2016 at 1:31 pm

    THANK YOU for this post. I really needed to read it today.

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  3. pdw says

    April 11, 2016 at 1:19 pm

    Good for you!

    Teach other members of your family to make the dishes that they like. If they are bland and boring, they are probably also easy to make.

    Cook large batches of the food they will eat and let them fend for themselves.

    Make two versions of the same dish – my guys won’t eat spicy, so when I make chili, I don’t put any spices in it. It’s just beans and tomato sauce. I take out a portion for them, and then I spice the chili to my heart’s content. Any portion they don’t eat of the non-spiced chili gets dumped back into mine for leftovers. Because of course they won’t eat leftovers, but I’ll happily have it for breakfast and lunch all week.

    Leave ingredients unassembled – start with a ‘base’ dish (like the chili or a mild curry) and then have a bunch of different ingredients prepped that can be added at the table, so everyone can build their own soup/stew/haystacks/baked potato/taco/salad/burger, etc.

    And I can’t tell you how many times I have made something for myself because I know no one else will eat it, and then they do eat it. Okay, maybe only three times. But it has happened!

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    • Helen Thomas (KS Site Editor) says

      April 11, 2016 at 3:03 pm

      yes! I do quite a bit of that, especially with things like chili. Pull some out for the kids (because they won’t eat it anyway, haha!) then add some more spices. Then hubby adds more to his own bowl 🙂

      Reply
  4. Brandee says

    April 11, 2016 at 1:05 pm

    So much of this rings true for me! Question: When no one else joins you in a happy dish, what do they eat? Trying to figure out our next steps! 🙂

    Reply

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